People often ask me whether i regret of my acts, decisions, steps. Well, as each human being i regret some of them. I always start thinking what could be, if I had decided in favour this or that opportunity. So what i often think of:
- not prolonging my musician career (those 10 years of study at music school contributed to my self-organization and survival skills. I had a very strict teacher, who sometimes even beat her students on their fingers for the mistakes. I was among them:) I had a good opportunity to grow, but i refused in favour of 'lazy life' in regular school
-not entering university out of my town and getting out of the family comfort zone
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There are still 'habits' in me, that i strongly disgust and try to get rid of them:
-not following my heart, but going in what-people-say-might-be-good-for-me way
-for having met so many interesting and kind people in my life, and not keeping in touch with them. I was at many conferences, events, i finally have worked with a lot of great personalaties, but i forgot about them. I can only say 'hi' and ' how do you do' to them. Not more.
A magic thing AIESEC conference is. At least for me. During the latest i've realized a lot. The most important: i know what i want to be for next year. And this decision won't be changed. Thanks to people who showed me my another me, and for pointing my weaknesses as well.
Next week will be another very important conference. Especially for Tanya.
Oh, i will see all-all and speak with a lot of people,watch my freshes in act:), just be there!!!
Yrjjaaa
