Now is late evening and i stay in my coach LC Mariupol. And feel that i need to post my thoughts here. I spent here one week, coaching EB team, meeting OCPs and members, and i really got inspired by the things we put and plannned here. I missed this feeling of seeing AIESEC alive and watching how people are living it. During this week i had different emotions: felt totally frustrated and dismotivated, and now i really dream this LC becomes strong and overcomes every obstacle that exists and just becomes the best! I want to see all our efforts didn't go in vain and somehow we changed the system that existed.

During these days i was thinking a lot about my relationship and personal life. I was and keep asking the main question: should close people support your important decisions and love the things you do? Because i believe it's yes, and we can't call it selfishness. And this should understood and carried by all parts. What do you think, dear friends?

*** Осінь в Києві така тепла і справжня. Не можу налюбуватись погодою, свіжістю, відсутністю спеки. Намагаюсь усіма силами звикнути до теперішнього життя, не можу відпустити спогади, події, просто все, що пов*язано з домом.

*** Тепер у мене безліч часу читати, думати багато, ділитись думками, подорожувати Україною! Саме за такі моменти буду вдячна організації завжди.

What happened during these months:

· IC in India

People from other countries, new friends and colleagues, realizing the potential of AIESEC in Ukraine and how proud I am to be a part of it. Right conference with right expectations.

This video touched me a lot during the closing of the conference:

· India

Incredible country, warm and kind people, who are proud of India and happy to have what they have. I was comparing it a lot with Ukraine and how Ukrainians live and realized,we have so many things to be learned, and first thing is to be proud and honored by our nation and value it. Indians feel totally happy and proud of their contry, they mention about it as a phenomenum and make everything to amke their life happier and better. This is what we don't have in Ukraine, as we always keep on regretting and complaining about our conditions, history and bad luck.

· Autumn Conference in Franik and team days after

Controversial feelings and emotions, thoughts about future, important talks. & decisions. Team days with valuable and needed feedback to each other, sharing and open conversation which helps to unleash emotions and answer the needed questions.

I feel happy and thankful to what I have in my life, with which people I work and live, what I face and experience. I am sure everything happens for purpose, because of our choice. So, my choice is done, and i'm so thankful to people who are with me and support me in this

HOW - questions

I have many questions in my head, caused by the recent events:

* how to motivate people and think in another way, in a different one, because the one's that they used doesn't work anymore?

* how to remain devoted inspite everything and not hurt feelings?

* how to keep friendship and friends that you love, despite all the past memories?

* how to say right words to the right person. and how to know this person is right for you?

Searching for the answers, please, help me!

My LC was awarded. It's a great feeling. And it's not about the award, believe me. It's about dream your LC be recognized as one of the best among other LCs which are also strong. It's about looking for its name and being proud of each small success, just everything that members achieve, what you team does.


The year of LCP proved to me 2 very-very important things:
1. Everything can be achieved - all we need is a strong belief
2. There can only be one solution to any problem: a change in attitude and in consciousness (c)

And i feel so happy that with my EB team we're at the stage of friendship... Just as i wished at the very beginning.

time at 2 conferences was so cool!!! I lived it as in a dream

У мене просто неймовірні подарунки долі, які вчать мене, щиро сподіваюсь, що змінюють на краще. Які саме? Вона мене постійно зводить з людьми, які потрібні саме у цей момент. Так, мене зараз знову оточили люди, які стануть ще однією частиною мого життя

**** І я вірю, все, що стається з нами - все правильно, все так, як має бути. Все дуже-дуже правильно.

*** Я багато чого не встигаю, не можу знайти балансу в житті і закохатись, не знаю, чого хочу доясягти, сумую за домом, сестрою


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